One down

One terminator down, 3 to go.

I don't know what this picture is, it was taken last night.

Was stuck at home today with a virus. AGAIN. On the upside, it was
comforting to get some quiet time. Maybe the immune system does more
than protect the body, and shuts down once in awhile to protect the
head.

La la la; it's all nicey-nice to be poetic about it, but that doesn't
make the symptoms go away! Grr~

I have been a bit tense lately. The best way to describe it would be
like a snake in old skin, a bit squashy. Feeling the need for change,
fresh paint on my living room wall, perhaps a new creative project (or
revival of an old). Feeling well creative at the moment, even if there
are no flashes of inspiration around.

But look I've painted this fine pear for you to get started. :)

Little poseur

Lordy!

Oh my farting god, I had the worstest day yesterday. Couldn't get to
sleep til 3am, had a coffee at an early morning meeting, spent the
whole day nauseous and dizzy, had zero energy for retail therapy, and
demigod was being a turd over lan.

I realize that this being all I have to moan about means I have a
fairly easy life. I like to think I do, anyway. I put hopefully 100%
in to everything but dishes, laundry and waking up early - the idea of
all that not paying off would be quite shite.

My head's a little up in the air right now. Lots of things have
happened to get me wondering what I "want to be when I grow up" - new
hobbies, new opportunities and growing up in general. I'm not unhappy,
more curious.

I'd love the sort of work that let's me use my body as well as connect
with people somehow. Singing or dancing are good examples, but it
seems rather one-way. Modelling too, and you wouln't get much control
over what kind of message you're sending. Maybe it's impossible to
find one single job that encompasses these things...?

I've decided for now that I'd like to be a professional footballer and
part-time window dresser. My cat has suggested I be a stay-at-home
litterbox executive, so I'm having to make some tough choices here.

Speaking of which, check out the beef cheeks & mash next time you're
at the Belgian in town. Hot tender fall-apart gravy meat - easiest
choice you'll ever make.

(This is not an ad, I've not been paid for this. It would be nice, though - I accept cash, credit and beef cheeks.)

Weirdo!

I'll kill you