Monday, December 8, 2008

cold and sweet

I had a watermelon juice today. It was cold and sweet. Much like me, really. Oh ho ho~

My team and I have been working on a massive project. Now, as it tails off, there's more time and headspace to appreciate what's come out of it. I feel I've learned a lot about the people I work with, and about myself. And it's the sort of learning that adjusts my attitude somewhat towards human relationships, growing up and the kind of person I want to be.

For example, today I don't feel so pressured to "prove my worth". And I think that drive to make some kind of point only served to keep me further away from the things I wanted.

At the end of the day, my aim isn't to make people think I'm cool and competent and fun. I want to be cool and competent and fun. I mean, it's nice when people believe good things about you, but it's only meaningful if those things are true.

Today, as I sipped the last of my red melon drink, I joined - where you can count your drinks and compare with your mates. I like it because the entire internet can see how awesome I truly am with my cool nutritious drinks.

This is not an ad. Nobody pays me to write this shit. :(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

no but they love you for it :)